Home Sweet Home

Hahah.. After my wonderful holidays in Penang, KL and Melaka, I'm finally back in my warm and snug bed.
I'm been quite busy since I landed here in Sibu 2 days ago. Now I got a new job. A teacher! Can you believe it? Hahaha.. I don't even know if I got the 'thing' to teach or not. But then, I have to learn someday somehow right?
Anyway, my Xmas in KL was crazier than last year. The thing that I miss most is of couse CL. It's so different without her, and with so many family members around that day. Even my grandma went down to the streets to see the 'celebration' or should I say chaos? But she stayed in a corner with all my aunts and my parents. Only the youngsters such as me and my cousins go to 'siao' with the rest of the crowd. This Xmas is special in a way that I met my 'biao jie' who's studying in KL right now and couldn't go back to Penang when I was there. Another thing is that I get to see my cousin brother, who's older than me by eleven years old. I think he's doing very well in the city there. He even asked me and my little cousin brother to go shopping for our Xmas present. Hahaha.. He even wanted to teach me make-up as he's teaching other people that. That and yoga and Latin dancing. He opened a studio with his friend and I think that's a very good thing to do. LOL.
Ok, after 'partying' at Bukit Bintang on Xmas eve, we went to Melaka on Xmas day. There was a hell lot of people there. Probably because it's holiday and the flood in Johor. No, there's no flood in Melaka, at least not where I went to. People kept asking me about the supposed flood in Melaka after they read the newspaper. Anyways, I went to the crocodile farm, the bee muzium, and the zoo. No matter how much me and my cousins said 'no', my uncle just brought us there. Haih... And the farm and the zoo is so damn smelly... And we had to walk and walk and walk and walk and walk and walk.................... After that, I asked my uncle to finally let us go shopping. The Dataran Pahlawan was very beautiful and huge. However, even with the sales going on, I just couldn't bring myself to shop there. The things are soooo expensive!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally, I came back home on the 27. My uncle woke me up at 230am when I slept at about 1am. Cos we need to reach the airport by 6 am so we started from Melaka at 330am. I the experience?
Back to the present time. I'm still cannot believe I'm going to be a teacher and going to a staff meeting tomorrow. I think I'll try my best. Yup, that's what I'm going to do.
That's all for now. Ciao!

Eragon was sooooooo damn nice......

Haha.. You guys must think I'm crazy to be online this late of an hour. But you have to understand that I don't have must say here for the use of the computer. Plus, I only get into my 'writing spirit' when I'm all alone. When I can enjoy some peace and quiet without anyone bugging me to let them use the computer.
Ok, let me start with yesterday. Yesterday I went shopping with my sis and my cousins. I bought a pair of heels which I think is really cute and I love it very much! I think that's all for my shopping experience as I'm broke now, which means no more shopping till my parents come here.
Then there was this afternoon when WY sms me something that makes me really 'high' for the whole day. What she said was: the Malaysian badminton double's players are both celebrating their birthdays on the same day as I do. I've never knew anyone who shares my birthday. Now I've got 2!!! One of them was even born on the same day as I was. The other one is 2 years older than me. I'm so proud. They got the gold medal you know... hehehe
Just now, I went to watch Eragon. It was really a nice movie. Just the kind of movie I love. Fantasy with a bit of magics and imaginations. I love the story but hated the ending, which I think left the viewers insatisfied. Well then, I guess I'll have to wait for 'Eragon 2'.. lol
After the movie, which ended at 11 plus, we went for dinner. Jupp. Dinner after 11. Haih.. Even I think this is a weee bit crazy.
When I came home, I was just in time to catch the closing ceremony for the Doha Asian Games. It was spectacular!! Even better than the opening ceremony. I especially love the part where Qatar presented the One Thousand and One Nights stories. Only a few was performed but it was done wonderfully. I watched the opening ceremony the other day when I couldn't sleep, and I'm glad I did.
I was getting ready to sleep just now, reading a comic, when suddenlly I received a sms. I was like, who the hell aren't asleep at this hour? It turns out to be a guy friend of mine who was asking me something. So I called him and we chatted for like about 1 hour before I told him off to bed. Haha. It's nice to be able to chat with him as he was always busy till cannot sms even.
This is when I get my chance to come chatting online. I was lucky today as well. My pal who gets to go to Torino under a student exchange programme is now online as well and I can chat with her. Not to mention my German pal, Raimond. It's so nice to meet people and chat with people throught IM or the phone. hehehehehe
That's all I guess. It's now 5 in the morning. Usually, my mum wakes up at about this time, but in Penang here, the earliest to wake up is at about 8 usually, so I'm quite safe. Meanwhile, the latest to wake can break my record of waking up at 2 in the afternoon. LOL.
Really goodbye now. I'll write again when I feel like chattering around. See ya.

I'm BACK!!!!!

Finally after all these time, I'm back!!!
I'm now in my grandma's house in Penang and I am so enjoying myself! It's now 3.30 am and I'm still up.. hnahah.. must think i'm crazy right? But the truth is, I just saw a fren whom I hadn't had the chance to chat with for a long long time and God knows how I've missed him. But then, the feeling's no mutual, so.. hmmm..
Hah... STPM is finally over. FINALLY!! I think I went berserk that day lo.. Especially straight after the exam. I felt like screaming until my voice gave up. Then a few of my frens, we shouted and screamed on top of our lungs in the car... Then one of them opened the window and shouted outside.. Quite embarrassing la.. hahaha.. :P
After that, time goes by very quickly. I had to clear my room, meet up with some friends and pack my things to come here. I'm so happy to be here at last, after one whole year. It feels so good to be in Penang to see my grandma and all my cousins.. Especially my smallest cousin and her brother. They can be soooo cute sometimes and as bad as a devil at other times. But then, I still like them though they can really get on your nerves.. hahaha..
Eating is what I intend to enjoy here. Then the shopping and things.. I just cant wait till Saturday when we finally get to go shopping. I cant now cause my uncle and auntie are too busy and my brother got classes, which means no transport for me. Moreover, I'm not that fully equiped in my purse.. gehehehe..
The other day, when I went to Bukit Bintang, I saw all those Xmas decorations. That really makes me think back to last year. Makes my wanna cry as that was by far the best Xmas EVER!!!! Why? Because I get to spend it with my best friend! And now she's in India. Haih.. I just missed all the things we did together there. Shopping with her was an unforgettable experience as it's the first time I go shopping with my friend alone.
Of couse, last year I met a new friend which I'm trully grateful to have met him. Meeting him, and the guy I chatted with just now, I can say that FATE really exist, whether you believe it or not. Well, I do, and I treasure all my frens.
Ok, back to things in Sibu. Something my fren told me really gets me thinking. She said "Two years just go away like that, and it's time to say goodbye". That's because she comes from Miri to study. Now that the exam's over, she has to go home liaw. She is now my best friend, the one I hold close to my heart now. But nothing can be done to stop them from leaving me. I know our paths will cross again one day. I'm looking forward to that.
To think that we're all complaining that the exam is stretched over too long a period. However, when it's over, we just couldn't bring ourselves to say goodbye. It's the last of our school days. Starting next year, we're adults to our family and friends and the community, with lots of responsibilities to be taken upon our shoulders. And we'll be starting our higher education in universities which I think is quite scary and fun from what I heard from my seniors. Growing up never look so terrifying to me. Now I have to learn to carry myself and take care of myself alone. It's scary to me as I've experienced it without preparing for it once. But I think I'm prepared now, as I know some of the challenges I would face in the future. Hopefully I can bring myself to overcome each and everyone of it.. :)
I think that's all for tonight/thismorning. Sleepy liaw.. :P Planning to go to KOMTAR in the afternoon.. hehehehehe
oh yeah.. I have something that I really wanna say: I really don't like people asking about what I wanna study or do in the future. Can't a girl rest for a while before thinking about that? After all, it's the last chance I have to trully enjoy myself. I really cannot stand people asking me: what are you interested in studying? where do you wanna study? what do you want to be? Especially after I've given the same answers over and over again. I wish I can just say "I don't know and I just really don't care about it now! What's more to think about it?" You see, how can I know what I study before I get my results? I know I won't get good scores so why bother asking me to study medicine, or things like that? Haih.. But you know that I can't do that, as all those who asked me are my elders. Thank goodness none of my peers or friends ever talk about that with me. I think they understand it too..
Ok la.. this is really goodbye liaw. I'll post some more if I ever feel like typing.. :P
Have a nice holiday everyone!!!!!!!!
I miss u..... all my beloved frens..

My sis and I

This was taken on my birthday.. That pink pillow thing is given my my classmates.
I think that my sis and I look more and more like twins.. And she is 6 years younger than me.. If she keeps growing at this rate, I'll be the shortest among my sibblings.. haizz...

Prize & Awards Day

This is me, me me me me me.. :p
Hahahah.. I'm very happy today. Today is the prize giving day in my school.. After all these years, I finally manage to get myself up on the stage for something that I'm good at. I got the best in my Pengajian Am and MUET. However, sadly, most unfortunately, there's no prize in the form of money together with that not-so-very-useful certificate. Haih...
If I were in other school, I think I would have gotten myself some extra pocket money, ang pau from the school's PTA. Like WY, she should be getting a lot more than what she got today. So 'kiam siak' one my school.. HAIHHHHHHH... But then, at least she got some money.. not like me..
The greater news for me is that my dad, who's SUPER generous, gave me some $$ as encouragement.. So I think it made it up for the disappointment this morning..:D
Exam is really really reallly coming very soon.. Hope all the best for all my frens, and meself lo.. haha
To those in Singapore, if you happen to see this one before your Alevels, ALL THE VERY VERY BEST!!!!!! You have to do better than the best in order to be the best of the best!!!!!!! GAMBATE!!

Cheers~~

This is something I saw which I find bbbeeerrrrryyy interesting.. Read on.. :D

IF DOGS trained people, we’d learn stuff like:
• When loved ones come home, always run to greet them.
• Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy.
• Take naps and stretch before rising.
• Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.
• No matter how often you’re scolded, don’t buy into the guilt thing and pout. Run right back and make friends.
• Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.
• Be loyal.
• If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.
• When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by and nuzzle them gently.

Time Flies....

Wow.. It's bee over a month since I last updated this thing.. Well, as they say, time really flies..
I had my birthday on the 18, last week. It's quite a special day. I got a bolster thing from the 7 girls in my class, a key chain and a bracelet from wy, ec & i think Jac. Tons of bday wishes from my friends.. Even Ee Ho in NZ remembers my bday... I'm soooooo Happy!!!
My 2nd trial is still going on, and I sooo hate studying now.. All I think about now is that after less than 3 months from now, I can BURN all my books!!! Oh.. That really makes my day.... Muahahahahaha.. :D
Now, I'm gonna elaborate on my STPM timetable cos I want all the world to know.. hehehe
My STPM starts with PA1 on 20/11, followed by Maths 1 and Physics 1 the next day and then Chemistry 1 on 22/11. The next thing the menu is Maths 2 on 28/11 and PA2 on 29/11. Following the list would be Chemistry on 5/12 and last on the list is 7/12.. Which means I'll be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE from that day on... hahaha:D
Well, I'll not be going online very often from now on, so that means my updating times would be even less... Just to tell, in case anyone of you guys there think that I'm too lazy.. hahaha...
Good luck to all my friends who're taking SPM, STPM, Alevels, and whatsoever exams...
Take care of yourselves!!!!!! muaks.. >_<

It's holiday!! Not for long anyway....

It's a long time since I last posted anything. You know, the usual excuses.. Exams, no mood, nothing to write, etc...
Well, it's not like I have anything to say right now. It's just that today, a great thing happened, which doesn't really happen everyday. I'm not sure if he'll read this but... Today, someone I like came to my house, just to return something, mind you.. I was really happy, although he might not know that.
Nothing special happened last few days.. I just do what I love to do most- eat, sleep, watch tv and play computer all day long.... I especially spent the whole Saturday sleeping. Now, that's a new achievement for me.. :P hahahahah.. take care my frens..

Today, my stupid school had a replacement school day for some day in November.. It's such a lovely Saturday to be lying in my sweet, warm bed and think about my prince charming.. But noooooooo.. I had to get up at the ridiculously early time, 6.15am to get to school... I HATE SCHOOL!!!!
Anyway, after school, I went to have lunch with 3 of my guy friends. 2 are leaving for Indonesia this coming Friday, and the other is going to India soon, like CL... :( We just sat there and talk, but most of the time, I'm the one sitting there, listening to whatever they're saying... But it's quite interesting too.. heheheh...
Here are the 3 of them.. :D

I'm gonna miss you oh so terribly~~~~~~~~

Haih.. What is one to do when someone that you grew so fond of suddenly have to leave you to further his/her studies? My bestes best friend is leaving Malaysia to go to India tomorrow. I can't do anything to stop her, but could only wish her the best of luck there.
I'm now at her house, trying to help her pack some things. She seems to be packing a lot of stuff, like she's going to Africa or something. But then, I guess this is normal for someone who's going to leave home for about one year before coming back again.
I know that it's not like I won't see her again. It's just that when we meet again in the future, things will never be or feel the same again (like that's a surprise). I really don't know what I'll be doing ome year from now. Most probably not in Sibu anymore. :(
Now, she's not the only one going to study. I know that 2 of my friends will be going to Indonesia in mid-August. But for her, it's totally different. She only received the call last Saturday, and she has to leave in less than 1 week's time. For another friend, I pity him a bit. He still hasn't received any calls, I don't know if he received any news today, haven't sms him yet. I guess that having to wait for something also get to your nerves sometimes... I so understand that feeling....
Nothing much happened in school today. I fooled around with me classmates like any other day, slept away a whole period of PA1 , then laughed my time away the rest of the time at something funny that I heard.
It's not everyday you get a friend like CL. I consider her my truest friend. I don't know about her, but that's what I feel. May God bless her, and our friendship.

To you, Chai Ling,

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Love, hk

p/s: I'm straight. I like guys more... :P

Two of my best friends, taken yesterday after my ballet concert. It was really a concert that I would never forget. I'm very happy that it's over now, but also very sad because I will not be seeing some of my friends again.. :(
The concert was a success I think. They say that many people turned out. But I'm quite very disappointed because My bestes best friends didn't turn out. Haih.. They really dont know how I feel leh.. :-(
Anyway, it's over now. So that's that. :D

The pic to the left above is of my beloved Zone 2 members. The one above is me and Debbie with some of the boys. The one to the left is our whole big family.. Can you find where I am?? hehehehehe :D

This is my best friend, Wei Ying. We took this pic during our prefects dinner.. :D

Germany just won!!!!!

Oh man!! It was such a spectacular game!!!! I was sleeping on the couch to catch the game. But my dad didn't wake me up at 3. When I did woke up, that was when Schweinsteiger kicked in the first goal of the night! So damn nice! Minutes later, the was an own goal which was not as spectacular. Then there was the third goal, again by the same guy! He's really on the move tonight!! I bet he's even busier later.. Hahaha
Anyway, I was a bit disappointed when I heard that Michael Ballack's not playing. But thank goodness that I finally get to see the legendary Kahn playing tonight!! Hhuhuhu.. I'm so happy!!!!
Today was an interesting day. It's the night of my school's annual prefects dinner. Me and Debbie even go to a saloon to do our hair. And everyone was like staring at both of us. Unluckily, I dont have the pictures we took just now with me now. I think I really looked good.. hahaha
It was fun, but considering the last prefect dinner, it was a bit dull. Before we went home we took some group pictures. And there was this one guy. I was telling him that I wanted to take some pics with him but he kept pushing and pushing and pushing. Then I gave up and went home. STUPID GUY!!! Anyway, I think I went home too early, cos my friend sms me just now to say that she wanted to take some pictures with me.. Haih..
The World Cup is almost over. Though I'm not really a football fan, I'm only am once in every four years. :P, I'm sure going to miss the days.. Especially when Germany's playing, cos I only see matches that Germany plays. I'm not interested in other teams.. :P I'm glad that Germany got the third place, not the first place also can do la.. hahaha
That's all for tonight, or should I say this morning.. See ya.. :D

Can you believe it?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!

Oh man! Germany lost to Italy in the semi this morning. I was sooooo damn disappointed. I was starting to like to watch the WC because of Germany, and now they cannot get number 1 liaw.. :'(
I woke up at 3 in the morning and watch the entire match. It was so damn frustrating and sad to see that Italy scored 2, not just 1 goal in TWO minutes!!!! I was really hoping to see some penalty kick-offs. But the Italians scored at the 28th minute of the extra time. And the second goal at the 30th.. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT???
Anyway, I was so sleepy and tired and upset this morning that I felt grumpy all morning.. Haih....

:D

Today is ssoooo hot!!! But thanky goodness I don't have to wear my prefect's blazer EVER again. Tomoro I'll 'retire' officially! Yippee!!!
My ballet concert is coming very soon. I do hope that all my friends would be there to see, because this may be the last time I ever perform. Haih.. I'm very excited about the concert. The last time that I performed was 6 years ago. Man! That's a llllooonnnggg time liaw lo.. haha.. i'm so old liaw...
Nothing much to say.. So, until next time... take care everyone!!!!

Yippee!!!

I was so happy yesterday, but unfortunately, my modem had some problem, so I can't post this yesterday.
Yesterday was 20062006. It's a day that I'll remember forever. Maybe not that long but... Guess what happened~~
I got number 1 in class!!!!! I know it's not a big of a deal to some people but it's very important to me. You see, it's the first time in my life that I've achieved such marvelous results!!!!!!!
Nothing much happened today. Just my PA teacher saying the usual dirty jokes. He's quite short, so he defended himself by saying that it's not the 'y-axis' that's important, but the 'x-axis'. My class exploded in hysterics!! In case you don't know what that means, you're welcome to ask me.. haha Still makes me laugh at it now... muahahahahahaha :D

another complaint

All i do here is complaint, complaint complaint.. But look at it this way, if there's one day that i'm not complaining.. either there's something wrong with me or i'm getting lazier and lazier... hahaha
This morning, the form teacher asked the class to clean the fans during recess.. He assigned each fan to each of the four groups in the class.. There's 8 guys and two gals, including me, sitting in the first group. During recess, 5 of the boys were gone in like seconds, the other three just sat there enjoying their meal. And I have to do the work. Oh man... It's like, the whole class just almost never ever clean the classroom except the blackboard, and the teacher just doesn't seem to be taking any action.. And those who doesn't do their part always have the biggest say. Know why? Because there's too many of them...
Ok, that's all I have to say tonight... Please leave a comment if u ppl do not wish to see another complaint... hahahaha
~Ever miss someone before? Share with me so that I wouldn't be feeling so lonely....~

Nothing much to say~

After the holidays, it's time for the teachers to return our test papers... Although I didn't do very well, I'm quite satisfy. No need to blabber on my results here I think. Today, there weren't much happenings, except that I'll be having my prefects' dinner on the 8th July. Makes me think of two years ago when I had so much fun there... But I have to come out with some ideas on what to perform that night. You see, each zone have to give a presentation. Anyone seeing this can please give some idea? I'll be very grateful!!!!

Wat a day...

This evening started out just fine. Six of us, me, EC, WY, FC, RC, and SS went to Pizza Hut to celebrate FC's 2oth birthday... We met Eileen there and she introduced us to have the set pizza, and even got us a free plate of pizza. Everything was going on smoothly. Then it went down the drain.
The pizza arrived fairly quickly. It was the pasta tat got on our nerves. There's supposed to be 3 plates of pasta. 2 came. 30 minutes apart. Then we waited for another 45 minutes and the one we really wanted to eat never did arrived. So we changed the order. Hoping it'll come out faster. But it didnt. We were so pissed we stood up and wanted to pay the bill and just leave. But the i-think-she-is-the-manager just pull out some pasta and said it's ours. I was like, OK, you've gotten us our thing. But when I checked, it's not even a LARGE plate. And the one is not even the free one. So she promised another 5 minutes to get things right. After 5 minutes, the pasta came, we just grab it and leave. It's not until we reached FC's hostel that we realized that it's still the wrong pasta! Damn! I'm not having pasta at Pizza Hut again!
At FC's hostel was a cake I bought her. I put it in her room. When we got back there and open the box, it seems tat we had some uninvited guests. HUNDREDS of them. Those pesky ants just crawled around our lovely cake. It almost spoiled my appetite. But we just shooed away the ants and continue with the usual birthday song, make-a-wish, blow-the-candle, distribute-the-cake ritue.
So, that's the more special part of my day.
Tomorrow, school reopens. Part of me is happy, part of me is nervous, part of me is sad. I'm happy to see my friends, nervous to see my results, and sad cause I'll miss the days when I can sleep at 3 in the morning and wake up after 12 noon... Those are the days....

Ok... I'm back...

Finally... After ONE whole year, I've decided to continue this blog. I thought it would have "self-destruct" after I abandoned it, but since it's still here...
Well, I don't really know what to write, so I guess this is to tell Kwang Ying tat... I"MBACK!!!!!

p/s: I'll write again soon.. I promise.