五年来的早餐

在一个很忙碌的早上，大约是8.30，一个大约八十岁的老人家，想找一个医生帮他拆线。他很赶；但医生正在帮人做手术，所以，他一直在等，不停地看表。

当时这个护士自己不是太忙，看着老人家好像很赶似的，自己又没有什么好做，好吧！让我来帮他拆线巴！

我叫那个伯伯先坐下，然后，我再把伤口上的布一层一层的拆下，以便柴一边和那个伯伯闲聊。

护士小姐特然好奇得问：[为什么你这么赶？]
老人家说：[是呀！因为我约了人9.00，真不好意思，麻烦了你！]

护士好奇得想：八十多岁的老人家应该不用上班的了，什么事情让他那么赶呢？
老人家说：[是呀，我要赶去老人疗养院陪我的老婆吃早餐。]

护士小姐就更加好奇：[啊呀！原来入了疗养院阿！没有什么吧？]
老人家答：[啊！没事了，帕金生症罢了，都好一段日子了。]

护士小姐帮他拆好了线，看一看表：[哎呀！你会迟到，怕不怕你的太太会担心你呀？]
老人说：[不会，这五年来她都不认得我了，我去不去，其实她都不知道。]

护士小姐很好奇地问：[她已经不认得你五年之久啦！？你还没早去？]
老人笑笑口，拍拍护士的手说：[她不认得我，但我认得她，那就可以了！]
跟着他就慢慢转身走了。

护士看着他的背影，眼泪慢慢地落下来了。她自己想：这就是我需要的爱情。

真正的爱情不只是身体上，不只是讲浪漫气氛；

真正的爱情是接受，接受以前的对方，现在的对方和将来的对方。

无论她以前是怎样，现在或将来怎样，

快乐的人不一定要最好的，

快乐的人是把他所有的都看成最好的！

My 11th anniversary

Haha. Today marks the eleventh year since I first moved to Sibu on 31 March 1996.

Of course, this eleven year has been really fruitful. 4 years in SRB Sacred Heart, one week in SMK St. Elizabeth, 5 years in SMK Methodist, one day in SMK Sacred Heart, and 2 more years in SMK Methodist.

This year should be the crossroad of my life. What I do this year will determine what I will become in the future. Don't really sound quite philosophical as I would like to put it.. :p

Anyways, today is CL's birthday, and I haven't even send out the card yet.. Muahaha... Let her wait..!!! >_< And 4 days after this is EC's 20th anniversary. OMG!!! Still haven't prepare anything. Don't even have a single idea of what to do/buy! haih... Good thing for them my birthday isn't for another 6 month. Hehehehe :p

Some jokes I saw in Happy Sunday today...

This is to describe the difference between women's and men's friendships.. Lol..

Enjoy.. :D

女人们的友谊：
一个女人有一晚没回家，隔天她跟她老公说她睡在一个女性朋友那边。她老公打电话给她最好得很十个朋友，没有一个知道这件事！

男人们的友谊：
一个男人有一晚没回家睡，隔天他跟他老婆说他睡在一个兄弟那边。他老婆打电话给他最好的十个朋友，有八个好兄弟确定他老公在他们家；还有两个说“她老公还在他那儿！”

还有人为了印证以上论点，做了这样一件事：
我把此文给我老婆看，没想到她兴致大发；立刻打电话给我的朋友问我是否在他们那里。结果可想而知，再次论证了上诉观点！更离谱的是有一个哥儿们竟然说我在他家喝醉了，正睡着呢，还问我老婆要不要喊我接电话？在挂了电话后，那兄弟的电话马上打到我手机上，一接通没等我说话就大喊：在那里，快回家吧，你老婆找你呢，我说你在我家喝醉了，回去前别忘了喝口酒。

Just now was soooo paiseh.... *_*

OMG!! I did something really embarasing just now. This goes to show how ignorant people would react to something they don't really know about.......

I was going to send a gift to CL who's still in India. Little innocent me thinks that sending by DHL would be fast, reliable and affordable. Then the kind auntie at the counter told me that if I want to send the parcel, it'll be RM 236!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!! I mean, the thing that I'm sending is like, 10 times cheaper than that!!!!!

I was like, so embaresed that I want to bury myself in a hole. Luckily, EC was there with me so I wasn't facing all these alone. That auntie is really really nice. She keeps telling me: Don't feel bad, don't feel bad. Man! I feel bad for making her say that to me so many times..... Luckily that lady spoke Hokkien to me. If it was Foochow, I'll be conversing in Chinese all the time to her..

So, after that, I went to tell CL's mum. She called CL's dad, and he offered to send it for us. I was like nonononononono.. Then the ever so clever CL told me to keep the thing here and wait till she comes home and just send the card. Well, that's more like it. Sending a card to her cost no more than RM3.00, which is 100 times cheaper than that stupid 'reliable' courier thing.! This is the last time I'm thinking of sending anyone anything bigger than a card! EVER!!! :P

UTAR, here I come~~~

After the shocking news yesterday, those two are really showing off to me!! Haih.. After listening to their sweet stories, I'm asking: WHERE IS MY PRINCE???? Lol...

Enough with that. With my stomach growling, I think I'm going to starve tonight. It's unhealthy to eat supper... Especially for me.. Hehhehehh..

Ok, I'm getting to my point here. This morning, I consulted my teacher about the courses and choices that I put in my application IPTA, ie local university, are big gambles. This means that I have little chance of getting those courses because of huge competition this year. She asked me to think of a back-up plan. And as if the higher power is calling, there was a talk given by officers from UTAR about that university. Within the courses offered, there's even one which I had put for my first choice in IPTA. What do you think I would do? Of course I'll go for it right?

After refering to my parents and a few of my friends, and getting green lights from they all, I think I'm going to KL in May, that is if there's no accidents. Frankly, I really hope to get an offer in NUS, that's the only place offering the thing that I really want to study. But, if there's no prawns, fish will do right? Lol...


So, this sums up my blog today. I hope that some of you guys will help me pray that I can be lucky academicly this year.. Heheh... Good luck to you all as well!!!!! :D

Thomas Edison invented me.....

Ok, a friend told me that I should be more positive here, so I'll try my best. But I cannot promise anything.. Hehehe...

Anyways, two of my best friends are together now, you know what I mean. They remind me of another couple I know. Denying is the first stage of everything (well, almost). Those two love birds make me feel like an idiot. Judging by their behavior since the past few days, I can see that something is different. I should have known better than been the big light bulb sitting there. But then, it's not just me... Lol..

That guy's not going read my blog but I think I need to clear myself here. If he hurts her in anyway, he should really be careful of his balls... I'm not kidding here.... ^_^ I'm the devil!!!!!

As for me, my turn will come, my prince will come, of course, in my dreams. But I believe that someday, he'll turn up one way or another.. Lol...

Best of luck to the both of them, having long distance relationship. After one whole year of teasing the both of them, FINALLY!!!!! Frankly, I'm happy for her, not him. He's not good enough for her.. Heheheh.....

My Personality

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

What's" Your Personality Type?

To hell with myself!

I got 2 A and 2 B+, for phy and chem. But at least I got A for all the papers of PA and Maths..

Super feeling sad, even cried in front of everyone... OMG.. I let him saw my puffy eyes... :(

I guess that's all, no mood now.... But the good news is, he did quite well, and of cos, EC, WY, FC, RC and SS they all got straight As.... I'm happy for all of them. Just don't tell me to smile right now. I look super ugly. Oh yeah, I'll survive. I'm not that weak............

Don't cry for me Argentina~~~~~

Tomoro marks the end of my days of doing nothing. And also the second year that I've got to know Raimond. Most probably the day I cry in the public.......

A long wait has led to the day which will determine my future. Not a time to regret, only a time to reflect.

Heart beating, heart thumping,
How the hell, will I sleep tonight???

To say I'm not nervous is just a stupid lie. I think I'm going crazy as time rolls on... Yesterday night I was laughing so hard reading a comic that I think I'm going nuts!!! Today, I've tried my best to make myself tired. I've succeded only in making my eyes a bit sleepy, but still dont feel like sleeping... Haih..

Anyways, today, MC, New, and FC they all came to Sibu. So I spent my whole afternoon and night driving them and EC around. Actually I was thinking of staying with MC tonight, afterall we haven't met each other for the last 3 months. But my all so loving mum wouldn't allow that. And my bro keeps spending the night at his friend's house when he comes home. Talk about prejudice!
So now, I want to sleep, I cannot sleep, I wanna sleep, I don't feel like sleeping........... HELP!!!!!!


Of course, I'll be posting again tomorrow to tell the world about how I'm going to die. Look forward to it.... ;-)

Today is so not a good day.

Today started out just fine. Went for breakfast with WY and EC before going to school to help the teachers. We were laughing crazily looking at the Guiness World Record book and it's so nice to see Miss PiYu again. She is really a funny teacher... Well, too funny to be a teacher anyways... Thank goodness she's not reading this, she'll kill me... ;)
So, after the results came in, we started our work, keying in the results to the school's computers. After that, I went down to stroll among the students, wanting to see some friends and ask them how they do. SUPER bad mistake. After doing so, I can't help but think what would happen in 3 days time. WY was like: 72 hours left to go. Man! Those got me into such foul mood (plus I'm very sleepy) that I slept as soon as I reached home. Now, I feel better.. hehehehe..

I met a guy from Netherlands or Holland on Saturday night. Where? ICQ of course. I know that ICQ is full of those dirty talking scumbags, but once in a while, you do get to find someone sweet there. Raimond found me 2 years ago around this time, and I found Remco, or Teddy his nickname. We were teasing the hell out of each other, he managed to boost my ego by telling me again and again that I look great and is not fat. :P He's the only one to tell me that, even after seeing all those super ugly photos that I sent him. In fact, he doesn't look too bad himself. I saw his pic, he looks just like an actor I saw in a movie call 'Stage Beauty' the day before. Call that coincidence! It's so nice chatting with him, I look forward to it and enjoy every minute of it. One of the reason is, he likes to call me naughty angel, while he is the devil; he also taken to call me sweety which I think is very very sweet. Now you know, I'm sweet, I'm naughty, and I'm an angel.... ^_^

Oh, I just realise something. The recents years have shown me what it takes to win an Oscar. I think it is ok for me to conclude that, in order to win the Oscar for the best movie, you must have one word. Just one word, either you say it out (with emotion or you fix it with another word) or you act it out. Look at Brokeback Mountain and The Departed, see anything in common? Lets just say it's a common word but you don't get to hear it quite so often. Take a guess......

Ok, time's up. The word is the ever famous, fuck! I think you understand the Brokeback Mountain part. Let me explain the other movie. From the moment the movie started, all I hear is f***, motherf***, f*** yourself.. Things like that. I was aghast! But I guess we'll all have to get ues to that. If it was my students saying those in my presence, he/she will have a blackboard duster in the mouth! I just wouldn't tolerate kids saying it! Haih.. I'm acting like some mean old lady...

Hmm, that about wrap it up my writing spree today. Anyone of you a gay here? -_- "

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What can I say? Should I be nervous? Should I be excited? Should I be calm? Should I cry that day? Should I tell the world how I did? Or should I just keep everything to myself and put up a show for the world?
The moment of truth is coming this Thursday, I'm going to let so many people down. Maybe that's exactly what I wanted to do back then. Now I'm not so sure anymore.
I'm not that scared of my resutls. I'm just wasn't sure I'm prepared for their reaction. You should know who 'their' refers to....
Anyway, if there's something for me to be nervous that day, I'm going to dye my hair. I've been wanting to do this for a very very long time. I figure if I state it here, I might just really do so.. Lol... I'm still not very sure of the colour yet but I can tell you all that it's definitely not going to be black, or white.. :D

About the going to Germany thing, I guess I'll have to wait another time for another chance. I don't really think I have the results needed to apply for all those scholarships. Not even to apply for NUS I think. But if He allows me to, I really wanna go there, to NUS because that's the only place that I know that offers the course that I want to study.
Nothing can be done now. Just wait till Thursday and everything will be clear.
Amen.